Suay ar!!! Fell down on monday, thought just pain then after that will be ok . . . in the end monday night, arm start to swollen (i thought is swollen but is bone shifted =_=) . . . then tuesday night bandage, start to swollen on the lower part of arm zzz . . . warehouse sales coming and now this problem???

暧昧与爱情

暧昧并不代表爱情。。。　
据说现在很流行暧昧,朋友的事例太多:

你们认识很久,他天天朝九晚五嘘寒问暖的电话比你的钟表还要准时,你满心欢喜你开始心怀期待,就连做梦都会笑出来,可是他就是什么也不说,你对自己说等等再等等,直到有一天你看到他身边有了另一个身影,你震惊"不是...这是....我是.....?"

在朋友眼里你们很登对,每次聚会他做你的护花使者责无旁贷,你也发现自己对他有了些些的依赖,他总是不经意的拍拍你的肩很宠爱的揉揉你的发,朋友关于你们之间无伤大雅的玩笑让你觉得很甜蜜你说你感觉幸福就在不远的地方.就在你以为一切都将水到渠成的时候睛天霹雳,他说他从没对你有过这种想法他说这是你的误会.你呆住了"误会?那么多人前的亲昵.....竟...竟然是...误会.....?"

伤心吗?难过吗?痛苦吗?只是,只是谁让你把暧昧当爱情呢？

这是个暧昧横行的年代,感情出现的第三个种类,比友情深，比爱情浅，游走于二者的边缘这就是暧昧,是什么时候开始本应是明明朗朗的爱情成了一场麓战,谁先动心谁就满盘皆输万劫不复.是谁把简单复杂化

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。
暧昧是，你会常常在MSN等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。
暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗 示。
暧昧是, 有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。
暧昧是, 明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。
暧昧是, 有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。
暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。
暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。
暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。
暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。
暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。
暧昧是， 为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。
暧昧是， 甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。
暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。
暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。
暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。
暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。
暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？
暧昧是，每天大家都会聊MSN，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。
暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。
暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。
暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责 任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧, 是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。

门--永远不是终点站。

你们暧昧，你们却不属于对方...

是决定踏进去还是停留呢？就你们自己决定了。。

YoYoYo . . .
have being a long time since the last post . . .
went to kelly birthday . . . hope that u are happy alway . . . i am planning for mine chalet soon . . . be there hor . . .
work work work . . . sian . . . anyway our warehouse sales for king koil is coming again!!! have to be busy again for 5 DAYS!!!

Recently have been alway went out together with my cousin sis and her bf . . . quite fun . . . at least we got the same interest!!! SINGING!!! hahaha . . . Even though work are already tired but . . . we still went til midnight 2,3am . . . some more next day have to go work . . . but i do enjoy . . . she do take care of mi alot . . . when i keep hang out with her . . . we go out 2,3 times a week . . . i spend less time at home . . . the most important is i enjoy although tired and just slp for 3 hours or less . . . .

天秤座终极完美分析

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光……
几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：
天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。
但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。
的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。
而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。
但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。
因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。
他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。
他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？
'我懒得……'
这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。
通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢'君子之交清淡如水'。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。
较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。'我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。
他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨'太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！'
可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？
他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。
天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

doubt . . .

wats are friendship . . . friendship let ppl think is something to support when helpless . . . but to mi is not . . . i am disappointed abt friendship . . . that's something that can break easily . . . the ppl that u trust that alway will do something or say something cruel . . . i not sure weather is it that i treat ppl bad or wat . . . they sure will make something to make mi feel disappointed . . . like i say . . . u noe how to say ppl but dunno how to say urself . . . u nv even put ur shoes in someone shoes . . . happening to have something happen to make mi realise that friendship is not a strong thing . . . maybe i really not yet have a very nice and good frenz . . . friendship this kind of thing is only making mi disappointed of them . . . even close frenx or watever . . . but who cares now . . . i going on my holiday . . . enjoy my rest . . . althought i just going to genting but very fast i will travel to somewhere i wan to . . . i dun wan to waste my youth on doing nth nv even went somewhere . . . as i am not really into branded so travel is my only hope . . . alway cherish wat u have dun lose it then regret, no point . . . alway given mi promise is no use . . . action is most important . . .

haiz . . .

I regretting introduce the games . . . if i have not play . . . we would't be like this . . . u treating other better then us now . . . is not that i wan to use that kind of tone to talk to u . . . but u makes mi too . . . i am already very tired about my work . . . go back listen to those thing again more mi more frustrated . . . is not that i not understanding or wat but u have to noe a limit also . . . everything have a limit . . . last time i believe the NO. 1 is alway us but i cant make myself believe now . . . whenever who talk to u with no response of course everyone tired to talk to u . . . of course i feel hurt of everything . . . last time i can very confirm saying that u understand mi everything . . . but not NOW!!! u noe how i feel now meh . . . no point i telling others to solve my problem . . . even tell le nobody understand also no use . . . i feel helpless . . . who shares my pain and hurt . . . i have to bear myself . . . tired already . . . no point to say . . . tell already also no solution . . .

dangerous!!!

After work while walking home . . . cross the road without notice any car . . . almost kena knock down by car . . . dunno wat am i thinking . . . not enough slp???

Haiz sian . . . pls walk out of my life as i dun wan u to be in my life anymore . . . i dun like emo ppl . . . and . . . quiet ppl . . . dun show that u are weak and need help as if others dun need . . . everything u also wan to be better then ppl . . . everything also wan to compare . . . even sickness/illness . . . is there anything to compare with this kind of thing? is very xin ku de lo . . . u dunno the pain so like to compare so much . . . dun even think u are a expert also . . . if u are really li hai, dun need to say out or wat ppl also noe de . . . if anyone wan to believe u wan to be a fool of themselves then go ahead . . . i will not entertain anymore . . . as i say before if u can snatch pls go ahead . . . if that person is really can be snatch by u i also dun wan the person anymore . . . dun even keep hao lian with mi . . . nth u can hao lian . . . go infront of the mirror and c urself . . . is not that i wan to be mean or wat is that i am really HOT!!! How i wish that i can have long holiday but not in singapore . . . any place but not singapore . . . no ppl disturb, no worry . . . . immigration to somewhere . . . nv be in singapore again . . . I WISH . . .
Dunno wat is in u all mind . . . i nv have a feeling before that if i nv have meet u . . . dun make mi more and more dislike u . . . and stop doing irritating thing to make ppl fed up . . . dun add more problem to my problem . . . everyone has a problem but u should noe how to solve ur own problem and not adding to another wan problem to others . . . pls give a thought to someone else also . . . dun even think that u are mature . . . actually u are not . . . u are acting . . . i dunno y some ppl just wan to do the same thing as other ppl, like they have no own interest . . . style . . . even thought the style is not ur type . . . i like someone with their own style, own style mean . . . the way u tok, and the way u are, is not wat u wear or wat, is ur attitude, ur heart, ur mind, this is the real u with no mask on it . . . no meaning if u are living under someone shadow . . . be wat u are . . . no work stress now but home stress . . . sibei sian . . . THE MOST CAN CURE MI IS SINGING (no money go overseas) . . . omg suddenly rmb something . . . i wan to go cruise!!! GO WITH ME!!!

Finally blog again ...

Life so Sian . . . but at least i am not feeling too bad with my job now le . . . i realise everything have to "c open" arbo life will be miserable . . . i wish i have a silent peaceful life . . . with no worry . . . no complaint . . . suddenly thought of something . . . i dun like ppl hao liao to mi . . . i will pissed off . . . dun even make mi feel pissed nowadays i am really very high and low . . . sometime i might be unreasonable . . . but believe mi i will not angry without anything happen . . . just that u are not mi u dunno nia . . . someone might think that they understand mi more then myself but u are wrong dun judge by urself . . . feeling much better after sing K . . . apple so high!!! i like it this way . . . dun emo infront of mi . . . i will not entertain . . . dun even think u care for mi but actually u are pretending . . . stop doing those thing to make mi angry . . . i have enough of volcano inside mi . . . CNY no place to go . . . slp slp slp . . . chu yi go changi chalet is damn scary lo the old changi hospital is just above us . . . with my cousin chat til 5 plus then all went to slp but the problem is WE GOT NO PLACE TO SLP . . .Chu er i slp whole day from afternoon 12 to 8 then midnight 2am i slp again to morning 11 . . . and now CNY is ending soon . . . CNY is nth nowadays . . . make ppl busy . . . then ending so soon . . .