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想说的话不敢放在facebook ~只好又开始来这里写 ~

2011-07-03T20:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday dunno wat happen to mi . . . ki siao go and c his ex-gf de blog . . . make myself so moody . . . there's so many thing i wan to ask but just dun dare to ask . . . 毕竟their r/s is longer then us . . . for the moment . . . dunno the way u treat mi, do u treat her as the same? ~~~ so many question on my mind ~~~ everyone have 过去 . . . but i hope the 过去 do not have the same as how u treat mi . . . 我没有自信 ~~~ 我有比她好吗？知道不能作比较可是 . . .

相信你也给过她承诺 . . .

Spider Web

2010-04-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

Long long time nv post liao . . . suddenly feel like posting . . . recently too many thing that happen . . . happy also have sad also have angry also have . . . and have went to genting again on april . . . this time round is not so fun as last time . . . need more ppl to go!!! and is those who can play like mad de . . . hmmm . . . planning holiday on June, Sept and Nov/Dec . . .

hmmm recently someone from work place take my no. and keep calling and i having breakfast everyday also wor . . . but too bad many ppl have those bad comment on him and somemore he is younger then mi . . . and those thought i have is we are impossible de . . . i mind how ppl look at mi . . . of course maybe is i 想太多 . . . maybe he is too bo liao no ppl to talk too . . . and wan someone to bring him around in SG to look around . . .

2009-08-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

Suay ar!!! Fell down on monday, thought just pain then after that will be ok . . . in the end monday night, arm start to swollen (i thought is swollen but is bone shifted =_=) . . . then tuesday night bandage, start to swollen on the lower part of arm zzz . . . warehouse sales coming and now this problem???

暧昧与爱情

2009-08-15T06:52:00.000-07:00

暧昧并不代表爱情。。。　
据说现在很流行暧昧,朋友的事例太多:

你们认识很久,他天天朝九晚五嘘寒问暖的电话比你的钟表还要准时,你满心欢喜你开始心怀期待,就连做梦都会笑出来,可是他就是什么也不说,你对自己说等等再等等,直到有一天你看到他身边有了另一个身影,你震惊"不是...这是....我是.....?"

在朋友眼里你们很登对,每次聚会他做你的护花使者责无旁贷,你也发现自己对他有了些些的依赖,他总是不经意的拍拍你的肩很宠爱的揉揉你的发,朋友关于你们之间无伤大雅的玩笑让你觉得很甜蜜你说你感觉幸福就在不远的地方.就在你以为一切都将水到渠成的时候睛天霹雳,他说他从没对你有过这种想法他说这是你的误会.你呆住了"误会?那么多人前的亲昵.....竟...竟然是...误会.....?"

伤心吗?难过吗?痛苦吗?只是,只是谁让你把暧昧当爱情呢？

这是个暧昧横行的年代,感情出现的第三个种类,比友情深，比爱情浅，游走于二者的边缘这就是暧昧,是什么时候开始本应是明明朗朗的爱情成了一场麓战,谁先动心谁就满盘皆输万劫不复.是谁把简单复杂化

暧昧是，比好朋友再亲一点，但比情人远一点。
暧昧是，你会常常在MSN等他在线。当他几天没有在线，你就会有些担心。
暧昧是，你会不时去他的BLOG看看有没有更新；而且你会留意字里行间，他对你有没有什么暗示。
暧昧是, 有感觉，然而，这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。
暧昧是, 明白人生有太多的无奈，现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能，但又舍不得放手。
暧昧是, 有进一步的冲动，却没有进一步的勇气。
暧昧是，他不是你的情人，但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。
暧昧是，你会编一条围巾给他，但大家从没有开始过。
暧昧是，虽然他不是你的情人，但他却会对你说：你对我是十分重要的。
暧昧是，你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来，特意提醒你服药，叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。
暧昧是，每当他提及他的另一半时，你会万箭穿心。
暧昧是，为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。
暧昧是，甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始，已叫人不安，患得患失。
暧昧是，别人以为你们在搞地下情时，你会沾沾自喜。
暧昧是，别人问你们是否恋爱中，你张口结舌。
暧昧是，常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后，你既得不到一个情人，却又失去了一个知心好友。
暧昧是，见到他，你会心跳。见不到他时，你会挂念他。
暧昧是，两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么？我是不是自作多情？
暧昧是，每天大家都会聊MSN，会互传手机短讯，无规律地偶然约会。
暧昧是，除了情人节之外，其它的节日，大家都交换礼物。
暧昧是，你很想多走一步，但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。
暧昧是，两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此，你愿意付出的，比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任，但你却很渴望去承担，不问回报。

暧昧, 是一扇门，你可以停留在门外，也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。

门--永远不是终点站。

你们暧昧，你们却不属于对方...

是决定踏进去还是停留呢？就你们自己决定了。。

2009-08-12T03:08:00.000-07:00

YoYoYo . . .
have being a long time since the last post . . .
went to kelly birthday . . . hope that u are happy alway . . . i am planning for mine chalet soon . . . be there hor . . .
work work work . . . sian . . . anyway our warehouse sales for king koil is coming again!!! have to be busy again for 5 DAYS!!!

2009-03-19T18:15:00.001-07:00

Recently have been alway went out together with my cousin sis and her bf . . . quite fun . . . at least we got the same interest!!! SINGING!!! hahaha . . . Even though work are already tired but . . . we still went til midnight 2,3am . . . some more next day have to go work . . . but i do enjoy . . . she do take care of mi alot . . . when i keep hang out with her . . . we go out 2,3 times a week . . . i spend less time at home . . . the most important is i enjoy although tired and just slp for 3 hours or less . . . .

天秤座终极完美分析

2009-03-14T23:59:00.001-07:00

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光……
几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：
天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。
但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。
的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。
而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。
但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。
因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。
他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。
他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？
'我懒得……'
这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。
通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢'君子之交清淡如水'。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。
较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。'我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。
他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨'太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！'
可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？
他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。
天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

doubt . . .

2009-02-26T07:46:00.000-08:00

wats are friendship . . . friendship let ppl think is something to support when helpless . . . but to mi is not . . . i am disappointed abt friendship . . . that's something that can break easily . . . the ppl that u trust that alway will do something or say something cruel . . . i not sure weather is it that i treat ppl bad or wat . . . they sure will make something to make mi feel disappointed . . . like i say . . . u noe how to say ppl but dunno how to say urself . . . u nv even put ur shoes in someone shoes . . . happening to have something happen to make mi realise that friendship is not a strong thing . . . maybe i really not yet have a very nice and good frenz . . . friendship this kind of thing is only making mi disappointed of them . . . even close frenx or watever . . . but who cares now . . . i going on my holiday . . . enjoy my rest . . . althought i just going to genting but very fast i will travel to somewhere i wan to . . . i dun wan to waste my youth on doing nth nv even went somewhere . . . as i am not really into branded so travel is my only hope . . . alway cherish wat u have dun lose it then regret, no point . . . alway given mi promise is no use . . . action is most important . . .

haiz . . .

2009-02-11T04:14:00.000-08:00

I regretting introduce the games . . . if i have not play . . . we would't be like this . . . u treating other better then us now . . . is not that i wan to use that kind of tone to talk to u . . . but u makes mi too . . . i am already very tired about my work . . . go back listen to those thing again more mi more frustrated . . . is not that i not understanding or wat but u have to noe a limit also . . . everything have a limit . . . last time i believe the NO. 1 is alway us but i cant make myself believe now . . . whenever who talk to u with no response of course everyone tired to talk to u . . . of course i feel hurt of everything . . . last time i can very confirm saying that u understand mi everything . . . but not NOW!!! u noe how i feel now meh . . . no point i telling others to solve my problem . . . even tell le nobody understand also no use . . . i feel helpless . . . who shares my pain and hurt . . . i have to bear myself . . . tired already . . . no point to say . . . tell already also no solution . . .

dangerous!!!

2009-02-04T03:18:00.000-08:00

After work while walking home . . . cross the road without notice any car . . . almost kena knock down by car . . . dunno wat am i thinking . . . not enough slp???

2009-02-03T23:49:00.000-08:00

Haiz sian . . . pls walk out of my life as i dun wan u to be in my life anymore . . . i dun like emo ppl . . . and . . . quiet ppl . . . dun show that u are weak and need help as if others dun need . . . everything u also wan to be better then ppl . . . everything also wan to compare . . . even sickness/illness . . . is there anything to compare with this kind of thing? is very xin ku de lo . . . u dunno the pain so like to compare so much . . . dun even think u are a expert also . . . if u are really li hai, dun need to say out or wat ppl also noe de . . . if anyone wan to believe u wan to be a fool of themselves then go ahead . . . i will not entertain anymore . . . as i say before if u can snatch pls go ahead . . . if that person is really can be snatch by u i also dun wan the person anymore . . . dun even keep hao lian with mi . . . nth u can hao lian . . . go infront of the mirror and c urself . . . is not that i wan to be mean or wat is that i am really HOT!!! How i wish that i can have long holiday but not in singapore . . . any place but not singapore . . . no ppl disturb, no worry . . . . immigration to somewhere . . . nv be in singapore again . . . I WISH . . .
Dunno wat is in u all mind . . . i nv have a feeling before that if i nv have meet u . . . dun make mi more and more dislike u . . . and stop doing irritating thing to make ppl fed up . . . dun add more problem to my problem . . . everyone has a problem but u should noe how to solve ur own problem and not adding to another wan problem to others . . . pls give a thought to someone else also . . . dun even think that u are mature . . . actually u are not . . . u are acting . . . i dunno y some ppl just wan to do the same thing as other ppl, like they have no own interest . . . style . . . even thought the style is not ur type . . . i like someone with their own style, own style mean . . . the way u tok, and the way u are, is not wat u wear or wat, is ur attitude, ur heart, ur mind, this is the real u with no mask on it . . . no meaning if u are living under someone shadow . . . be wat u are . . . no work stress now but home stress . . . sibei sian . . . THE MOST CAN CURE MI IS SINGING (no money go overseas) . . . omg suddenly rmb something . . . i wan to go cruise!!! GO WITH ME!!!

Finally blog again ...

2009-02-03T07:31:00.000-08:00

Life so Sian . . . but at least i am not feeling too bad with my job now le . . . i realise everything have to "c open" arbo life will be miserable . . . i wish i have a silent peaceful life . . . with no worry . . . no complaint . . . suddenly thought of something . . . i dun like ppl hao liao to mi . . . i will pissed off . . . dun even make mi feel pissed nowadays i am really very high and low . . . sometime i might be unreasonable . . . but believe mi i will not angry without anything happen . . . just that u are not mi u dunno nia . . . someone might think that they understand mi more then myself but u are wrong dun judge by urself . . . feeling much better after sing K . . . apple so high!!! i like it this way . . . dun emo infront of mi . . . i will not entertain . . . dun even think u care for mi but actually u are pretending . . . stop doing those thing to make mi angry . . . i have enough of volcano inside mi . . . CNY no place to go . . . slp slp slp . . . chu yi go changi chalet is damn scary lo the old changi hospital is just above us . . . with my cousin chat til 5 plus then all went to slp but the problem is WE GOT NO PLACE TO SLP . . .Chu er i slp whole day from afternoon 12 to 8 then midnight 2am i slp again to morning 11 . . . and now CNY is ending soon . . . CNY is nth nowadays . . . make ppl busy . . . then ending so soon . . .

2008-12-23T04:01:00.000-08:00

All I Want For Christmas Is You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
All I want for Christmas
Is you...
I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas Day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby
I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You...
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need - won't you please bring my
baby to me
Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want him for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is
You...
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you

2008-11-26T05:47:00.000-08:00

The Dream Of Goose by InSooni

I.. I had a dream.
Even if it was a shabby dream that was dumpped and tored.
But I've kept it deep inside my heart like a treasure.

Sometimes, somebody laughed at me behind my back.
I should stand it
I could stand it for the day.

You always said with anxiety.
"An empty dream is a poison.
This world has already fixed like a novel's ending.
It can't be back. This is a "reality". "

Oh Yes, I, I have a dream
I believe the dream.
es, I, Watch at me please.
In front of the cold wall named "reality"(Destiny),
I can face it with full confidence.

Someday I'll over the wall.
I can fly high above the sky.
Even this heavy world can't chain me.
At the end of my life,
The day when I'll make a smile,
I hope it to be with you.

GO TO HELL!!!

2008-11-20T04:58:00.000-08:00

Recently my work place suck man!!! really suck!!! po de can work longer cause they can survive as ppl like other to po . . . for those who cannot po OR DUN EVEN CARE TO PO de confirm say bye bye . . . wat's a big problem using MSN?! cannot?! GO TO HELL!!! U THINK I CARE?! I will say Bye Bye to those after new year once i find a good wan . . . Even i go back work sales i also 甘愿 . . . this kind of hell place who wan to work . . . as those work for over 10 yrs de can say bye bye then dun say those who just join . . . those head to hired to torture their assistant de . . . not going to work de . . . keep saying busy in the end choose email to read WTH!!! This wan call busy?! somemore can talk for a few hours?! GO TO HELL LO!!!

Zzzz...

2008-11-16T16:02:00.000-08:00

Nowadays slp for so long on sat and sun but then dunno y am i still so tired?! Keep dreaming dunno wat, i think i must use 1 week to slp to recover my tired-ness?! LOL . . . zzz . . . whenever i need someone that is no such person but when i dun need someone, someone might pop out and disturb mi . . . faint . . . like those who noe mi well, they will noe i will not contact them diretly . . . i will wait for them . . . as for those dun wan to contact with mi just forget it . . . dunno is my depression coming back to visit mi or am i thinking too much . . . a little thing then i . . . =__= . . . in my memory i dun think i am a depress person leh how come now like that huh?! Whr is my old self?!

steamboat day

2008-11-11T22:57:00.000-08:00

oo . . . having steamboat yesterday night and we crap alot also . . . thks for the present huh ting . . . although is late de but xin yi hen zhong yao . . . ^^ yeah prepare for our next shopping and K session hor . . . midnight K!!! YEAH!!! Since sec until now u are really can stand mi de and noe mi well . . . wat temper i have, wat kind of face i have, this and that really appreciate of u as my frenz . . . although we got silence time and quarrel time but we really can just forgot everything once we meet again . . . so hao peng you dun need much just 1 or 2 enough le and that person must be noe u well and can stand my strange temper de . . .

2008-11-06T15:59:00.000-08:00

Haiz . . . sian only can go genting after new yr =__= because of some matter . . . sianz . . . nowadays like bo life so sian . . . i wan outing!!! NO GENTING means can BUY BUY BUY!!! sleep quite late nowadays . . . have a nice long chat with ting . . . after spoke to ting, i feel much better . . . at this moment i need to cool down and having a nice rest and a fun time . . . i wan play!!! sian arrrrr . . . working more bo life . . . kns wrong de is alway us . . . wtf . . . wo ren~~~~ after new year c how . . . haiz faint . . .

2008-11-04T05:53:00.000-08:00

jaejoong and changmin -its raining men -

NeW uPdAtE hAlLoWeEn PiC!!!

2008-11-03T07:25:00.001-08:00

Tmd . . . i at first was damn scare of the head after that i go again c clearly that head look stupid!!!

I kena scare by another shu jing!!!

She is most scary of all!!! I really scare of her...

HaLlOwEeN nIgHt!!! ~~~

2008-10-25T22:07:00.000-07:00

Omg !!! Is damn scary nv expect i will scare wth!!! keep screaming throughout the whole night!!! Omg i realise i was damn timid !!! which i dun expect de!!!

Mummies!!! Omg u noe wat he is holding on his hands?! Heads!!! And he scare mi twice!!! Dun even show u are scare and dun scream they will aim u for second time!!!

butcher!!!

Clown!! 1 is friendly!!! 1 is fierce!!!

This Jiang Shi Scare mi twice!!!

Nice Joker!!! but dun even take pic with him!!! he will stare at u for long!!!

She is scary!!!

Dun even open the thing!!!

witch!!!

Look real!!!

Omg !!! She is damn scary de!!!

2008-10-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

SGH-I900 My Dream phone!!! 16 GB!!!

2008-10-10T20:12:00.000-07:00

Haha . . . quite a long time nv update blog so here to update le . . . YES!!! Kelly u are right here to blog my D & D pic . . . So happy that day . . . Even after the D & D we are back to the office work i am still happy cause they keep saying i look different that day . . . and was damn nice de . . .

Before i went to dinner!!! Finish make up!!!

LooK like my bro?!

This is my favourite picture!!!

haiz . . .

2008-10-09T06:52:00.000-07:00

Haiz moody leh . . . wish all problem can just solve in 1 time . . . realise how is my feeling everyone can c through my face . . . and my dressing . . . I did not realise anything . . . until some day someone told mi . . . haiz . . . y i have to bother so much to make myself so fan . . . maybe someday i should went to c xin li yi sheng . . .

2008-10-07T16:57:00.000-07:00

Sleep more then tired more!!! Get enough slp but then in the morning is tired then not enough slp, how come?! Eyes is closing!!! Haiz, my japanese lesson finally finish ^^ but i was still in the stage of blur!!! Not quite understand!!!

我不懂

作词：阿沁

我静静站在转角看玻璃透亮了

街道眼泪往下掉

你曾经对着我微笑

夜景美丽的喧闹

在我眼中巳不重要

打湿了外套这感觉谁又会知道

我是你的影子随时都可能消失

你说了太多藉口　我不懂看来

我不懂　不懂你的冷默

我不懂　不懂怎么承受

为什么　现在听你每句话怎么都会有点心痛

如果你要走　带走所有的痛

你要走　那就放我自由

我沉默　只是因为我不要看到你在他怀中

我听不懂　我看不懂

我猜不透　你的心

2008-10-06T23:52:00.000-07:00

NeVeR sAy I lOvE yOu,If U rEaLlY dUn CaRe,NeVeR TaLk AbOuT fEeLiNg,If ThEy ArEn’T rEaLlY tHeRe,NeVeR hOlD mY hAnD,iF yOu GoInG tO bReAk My HeArT,nEvEr SaY yOu GoInG tO, iF yOu DoN’t PlAn To StArT,nEvEr LoOk InTo My EyEs,If AlL yOu Do Is LiE,nEvEr SaY hello,If YoU rEaLlY mEaN gOoDbYe,If YoU rEaLlY mEaN fOrEvEr,ThEn SaY yOu WiLl TrY,nEvEr SaY fOrEvEr CaUsE fOrEvEr MaKeS mI cRy

2008-10-06T20:07:00.000-07:00

Sometime difficult to decide 1 thing, maybe nid some support but someone maybe not supporting . . . i need support in order to make decision, u c my horoscope LIBRA is so match to my character, cannot do thing by their own, cannot make decision, stubborn, afraid to be alone bla bla bla . . . some ppl maybe not knowing mi well enough . . . my appearance to other is "dao", not friendly but knowing mi well they will noe only 1 thing they cannot tahan is my hot temper. I can be funny, i can joke around, but dun over take it, u will regret if u done it!!!

2008-10-06T16:37:00.000-07:00

Lucky my mood is not as bad as the last 3 days ^^ but will nv noe lo cause mood swing ma this moment this that moment that. Now then i noe my singing vocal is not bad lo, hahahahahahaha LOL . . . I have 9 piercing holes, enough?! Die liao lo keep on wan to pierce!!! Last lesson today hahaha then after that will be taking my driving license first ^^!!! Halloween is coming i like the day when halloween come but too bad singapore de halloween not much thing de . . . my theme now is like halloween liao lo!!! Company this coming saturday!!! Nth to wear!!! Theme is Black or Red!!! Sian, last min then have company dinner!!! LOL, now then i noe my temper is funny huh?! =__=!!! I also noe that i am a weird person lo. Good ma weird ppl, different from others ^^.

EMO?!

2008-10-05T19:11:00.000-07:00

Have being bad mood for 3 days!!! How come?! Change appearance to work, then some keep asking, a u make up ar?, a u draw eyeliner ar? . . . cannot change abit?! Bad mood is damn xin ku de . . . i also dun wan de . . . ltr ok ltr siao . . . becoz i am those that are dun say my feeling de so i keep to myself then become a big burden to mi . . . if u wan mi to say i also dunno how to say it out. Haiz . . . emo emo liao . . . i am those not easily emo de cause i hate emo . . . but my temper is damn famous within my frenz damn hot damn bad . . . i think my frenz also buay tahan mi . . . i cannot survive under emo stage . . .

2008-10-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

Shit lo . . . my mood damn bad how ar?! siao liao lo . . . dunno my mood will be bad until when?! TMD y huh?! shit!!! dun wan to bother anything le . . . I DUN WAN TO HAVE BAD MOOD!!! IS DAMN XIN KU!!! Any place to let mi forget everything?! OMG tell mi wat to do?! BAD MOOD UNTIL I WAN TO CRY!!! HAIZ . . . die lo dunno wan to bad mood hw long . . . Anything to make mi feel gd de?! I really buay tahan liao . . . whatever thing i also feel bad mood!!!

mood swing!!!

2008-10-03T18:04:00.000-07:00

Nowaday dunno y easily get angry, can because of small problem to angry for so long . . . maybe some ppl unable to stand mi, but noe mi for long then u will noe i having this kind of problem and it was kind of big! When can i change my hot, bad temper and stubborn? =__=!!! no choice but this is mi, i can't get to change myself. My temper is no normal ppl can stand de, i can be happy this moment the next moment my mood swing!!! I was a easy outgoing person but just dun make mi angry, if u dun care even thought i am angry then u will die slowly!!! I will show no mercy!!! I can say i am very softhearted person but if u really make mi angry til i was mad then really no mercy!!! I was thinking that my blog is almost unhappy, angry post why huh? anything happy for mi to post anot? =__=!!! LOL . . . post something happy . . . i like to laugh when other c mi laugh they also laugh although they dunno wat i laugh!!! Funny huh?! I laugh very funny meh?! LOL . . . i think this is the good point i have only . . . cannot think of other liao . . . maybe some of my frenz noe my good point?

Back from holiday and Birthday just ended . . .

2008-09-29T22:17:00.000-07:00

3 days of genting trip pass so fast!!! Really enjoy our trip although at night was damn cold and dun get really good slp.

Merry-Go-Round (Carousel?!)
Heng!!! nv go take this, grace keep say wanna take pls lo . . .

We taking picture while we taking this Mini Train

THIS MONKEY!!!! Is a prize when we play arcade!!! ...

WITH THIS TICKET!!!

Can u imagine hw cold is this?!

No Toilet?! Then use open space toilet!!! Hahahahaha!!!

At night was damn nice!!!

Dinosaurland ...

Yeah!!! This is our dinner!!!

This is the most "siao" thing we done!!! Kana biten by the fish!!! but ... is damn itchy!!!

Maybe December go again?! LOL . . . The most is i like the weather!!! Although is damn cold!!!

2008-09-24T16:48:00.000-07:00

YES!!! Holiday count down . . . 1 day . . . haha . . . finally my holiday coming . . . dun even bother to pack anything and prepare anything . . . too tired . . . this week is the most busy week i have only thursday free to pack as my holiday is on friday . . . really pack before going holiday . . . early in the morning depart at 7.30AM, OMG is gonna take my life so early!!! And during the journey wat can i do? 6 hrs to dream? sian . . . like my frenz say i got needle at my backside cannot sit for so long de . . . i will die of sian-ness . . . LOL . . . nowadays i feel that i say about thing that i dun mean to . . . am i too bo liao? NO LO!!! because i dun express my feeling de . . . even u ask mi this and that, although i was 'zai hu' but i pretend i dun . . . too stubborn huh? wat to do? i am those that are lesser to have in the world (alien?!) . . . thinking is different from other . . . i can advise ppl but i dun listen to other advise. I think i have to change abit of my character . . .

天秤座

2008-09-23T02:55:00.000-07:00

整體運勢
財富會在最近將有顯著的成長，建議你可以可以多方經營、多方詢問，只要細心處理並且大膽一些，都能夠有所收獲，獲得不錯的利潤！

愛情運勢有對象:
愛情順心如意，若能認真地培養一段感情，相信必能開花結果。桃花運偏佳，在愛情上的選擇你有獨到見解，將會和他溝通愉快喔。沒對象:
有許多戀愛機會，心情也想要談戀愛，但是因為關係你的將來，要觀察久一些比較好。不要太急於脫離一個人的單身生活喔。

健康運勢
因為季節轉換，你的呼吸系統會有一些不太舒服，狀況也多，所以要小心感冒引起的併發症，因此身體保養需要多用一些心。

工作學業運
避免招惹不必要的桃花。最好還是把重心放在家庭方面為佳，不然可是會影響你工作以及人際關係方面的風評喔！

性慾指數
每天都要撥出一些兩人時間，在兩個人可以獨處的地方。把對方當成剛相戀的情人，彼此多些說甜蜜的話喔。
紅心日

0324自從不太在意很多過去的事情，你發現自己更開心，運勢也越來越不錯喔。
黑梅日

0327粗心大意會讓你工作出狀況。但有時你不能有太多的脾氣，以平常心面對會更好

2008-09-22T18:22:00.000-07:00

2 More days to reach my holiday . . . no mood to work . . . Chloe and Kelly i can understand wat u all trying to say to mi but then i just "dao" u noe? i really can't do this kind of thing . . . but still in the stage of trying . . . my mood is damn high and low nowadays . . . haiz . . .

monday again ...

2008-09-21T17:54:00.000-07:00

Sian another monday . . . days pass by days . . . sian to be working again . . . this week will be damn busy . . . only thursday will be free . . . after work . . . LOL . . . friday will be my holiday to sunday . . . monday on leave to slack . . . tuesday work then wednesday PH shiok ar . . .

LOL

2008-09-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday when to kelly house to stay overnight we tok and tok, hahaha then her bro alvin say something . . . 恋爱中的女人真的很不同. . . lol . . . kelly really next time find someone love u more then u do . . . 幸福一点 . . . thank you Hong Zai for the song ^^ "because i love you" and "first love" in english version . . .

=__=III

2008-09-16T01:37:00.000-07:00

LIBRA - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22 ) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

monday bluezzz...

2008-09-14T19:31:00.000-07:00

Another monday with urgent thing all over, no morale to work, tired ... haiz kelly wat u say i also understand de but if too much hint then he dun accept i also sian ... dunno he noe anot but at least i done something already ... and no more saying impossible and unbelievable although is reality... haiz ... headache ... think until brain burst i also dunno wat he thinking de ... anyway holiday soon count down ... 11 days ... and birthday count down 13 days ... happy wishes ... wish everyone and mi happy FOREVER ... no worry no this and that just kai kai xin xin guo ri zi ... ^^

!!!

2008-09-13T23:26:00.000-07:00

Haiz ... no cruise for mi become going to genting on 26/9 to 28/9 back already is night liao really dun nid go celebrate liao ... feel more and more tired working at that hell place ... if got chance i wan to quit and look for a better wan ... haiz i really dunno wat i am i thinking and wat is he thinking abt? ... dun wanna guess liao ...

不要欺骗自己的直觉和感觉,爱要勇敢说出来 ...

2008-09-10T18:30:00.000-07:00

Did she really wan to confess? Sound strange huh? Long lasting? she cannot confirm that he really like me ... cause she dunno wat is he thinking abt? although he giving her quite a no. of surprise ... is it this kind of thing is a xi guan to him? or he is really wanna let her have a surprise? maybe he is unable to understand wat she post maybe he dunno she is toking abt him ... or maybe he wan to run away from her? she will not noe de ... or maybe she keep to herself is better? wat she keep thinking is he say once that he fall into love very easily ... so maybe he is already fall for another wan ...

Wat the point of thinking so much leh? LOL ... Yes i going cruise soon le ... go relax, happy happy le

boring ...

2008-09-08T17:10:00.000-07:00

Until yesterday kelly and chloe told mi that then i realise that "thing" ... i can't believe it becoz is too unbelievable ... zzz ... sian i feel shui bian leh ... in the sense of not that kind of shui bian is another kind of shui bian get wat i mean? hahaha maybe kelly and chloe will be thinking that i was so loso cause i keep asking them hahaha wat to do i was unexpected ma ... really have to go holiday liao la my frenz and i plan to go genting as cruises are FULLY BOOKED!!! And the only way to go there is by bus for 6hrs!!! Go taiwan is only 4 hrs!!! But still wanna go cause i wan holiday and relax ... kelly, chloe wat to do huh, mei you jie guo leh ... my cuo jue? yi shi mi huo? advise leh advise ...

chinese birthday...

2008-09-06T07:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is my chinese birthday aunty buy mi cake, mami give ang bao, then after that Hong Zai gift mi a song by celine Dion call " I Love You", then my good frenz, grace gift mi a Gucci perfume "envy me" . . . surprise surprise for mi . . . as i have say 礼物不重要，心意最重要. And i dun nid a very big birthday just a memorable birthday then i will be happy ^^.

!!!

2008-09-04T17:10:00.000-07:00

Since start my warehouse sales i have being work until frustrated and tired then something happen yesterday!!! something that make mi feel touched and happy when i was down!!! Hong Zai gift me something ^^ is not matter of wat thing is it, is a xin yi and he is just in time that i was so depressed and unexpected that he will do it this way. Shock me for that!!! And a big thanks to him!!! ^^ . . . Hope that he can find his zhen ming tian nu 1 day soonest or later!!! Finally tomorrow is sat and i can have a good rest for the 2 days ^^. And is time for mi to go on holiday to relax.

...

2008-09-02T17:53:00.000-07:00

Finally the warehouse sales is already finish, nightmare gone . . . still in the not feeling well stage. Then yesterday is damn angry when i take half day rest at home then i back to work in the afternoon after work somebody say u good lo rest enought liao then come work!!! pls lo i work later then them mostly i work until 9 or 10 they work until 7 or 8 nia lo then like that how to say?! Other then my manager i am the latest alway, they got saw my hard work anot nv then dun tok cock . . . they think i 12.45 report for work can slp until wan time? the most a few hrs!!! but warehouse sales just counted OT i have already work for more then 10 hrs!!! as they have say we can claim OT they cannot but do they noe that their pay is more then us?! pls lo think be4 u tok . . . u all are not using backside to think de is use brain to think de . . . y am i alway the wan who kana ppl say de?! dun angry also cannot lo. Dun ask mi to relax, i got no time to relax. Dun tok to mi abt this if u are not in my shoes.

haiz

2008-08-29T17:07:00.000-07:00

Today is warehouse sales de second day . . . on the staff sales that day i have already sick and was thinking i cant make it 4 days for warehouse sales already . . . having sore throat, fever on the staff sales day then still working until 9 before that day still work until 10, then yesterday also 10!!! heng, yesterday morning went to c doctor or else i will faint liao cause fever until bodyache . . . i still have 2 more days to go . . . now is blogging while waiting for my cash to open my cashier . . . tired tired

tired tired!!!

2008-08-27T19:12:00.000-07:00

Really nth gd happen recently. Yesterday kana work until 10, from morning 8 work until 10 leh . . . warehouse sales coming more die work for 12 days non stop . . . somemore some ppl still dun understand keep come and fan mi . . . i will be very frustrated . . . and this moment i cant take any joke or watever dun try to play with mi . . . haiz thinking back really nth gd happen . . . this few days i really use those toking tone that i use last time (as some of them noe that i use to be very rude?!) no choice lo try to put ur shoes in my shoes then u will understand . . .

=__=III

2008-08-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

Today still at the anger stage . . . angry until i dun feel like going to my lesson cause i dun even revise 1 WORDS . . . feel like i am slacking now . . . becoz of the "her" word make mi not mood to work!!! WTH do i look like nv work?! Where is she when i was so busy?! or her eyes grow at her backside?! TMD . . . very fast i will be sending into mental hospital . . . and somemore someone keep rushing mi for stuff over 200 thing in 2 days u think i super meh!!! NOW i feel tired so tired . . . dun say thing that u dun mean it!!! i dunno wat u trying to say pls make it clear . . . i am now reverse backward anyone push mi from back to let mi walk forward?! Haiz . . . feel that the head is going to burst!!! from now on i will stop toking to u!!! pls dun bother mi anymore!!!

Bad day!!!

2008-08-18T00:45:00.000-07:00

Sometime was wondering, life is so boring y wan to be human?! we are born to be studying? working? earn money? such a lousy life!!! i dun like wat i work as now!!! damn stress damn bo liao . . . anyone who can fill up my life with rainbow?! i am now in black and white world . . . i am not emo-ing but life is just getting boring and boring!!! And nowaday have more and more yaya papaya de people beside mi . . . more sian!!! do people have to be so yaya papaya de? like wat i alway say people nice to mi of course i treat the same or not i will pay back in double!!! totally bad mood for mi . . .

贝壳传说

2008-08-16T09:21:00.000-07:00

女孩對男孩說...
ㄟ...你知道貝殼ㄉ傳說嗎？
聽說只要找到一個兩片密和的粉紅色貝殼一起丟入海裡...
那一對戀人就能永遠在一起ㄝ......
男孩說...
怪怪...小傻瓜,你也會相信這種傳說ㄚ？
放心啦...就算不用貝殼我們也能永遠在一起的！
我會盡心盡力的！你就別多想了！
女孩微笑的對男孩說...
嗯......我們不需要貝殼的...
幾個月之後...
女孩消失了......
手機關機...家中電話變成空號.........
男孩用盡所有力量就是找不到她...男孩絕望了...認為她騙了他...
不久後...
男孩變了一個人...打架鬧事、酗酒、混幫...
女孩的朋友問女孩...
你不會後悔没告訴他嗎?
女孩說...
不會的...我不想讓他知道我的病...我寧願躲他...
女孩的朋友說...
怕他為你哭？為你難過...？
女孩點點頭......
女孩的朋友說...
那你走了後...我要告訴他嗎？
女孩沒有回應...只是拿起v8給朋友說...
幫我拍好嗎？拍完替我交給他...
女孩的朋友接過v8
恩......那我開始嚕...
女孩的朋友在男孩生日會時找到了男孩...
女孩的朋友說:給你的！
男孩豪邁的笑說:唉呀...你給我禮物ㄚ...是不是對我有意思ㄚ?
跟那個人一樣？想玩我喔？
女孩的朋友沒说話...只留著淚對他說...
你看完就知道了
男孩錯愕...回家后馬上把帶子放出來...
看到女孩的身影...她坐在病床上微笑的說...
記得貝殼的傳說嗎？
我有跑去找呢...
但我還是沒找到反而弄了一身髒呢...你一定會罵我傻瓜吧？
其實......我真的想找到它...因為我想跟你永遠在一起...
男孩冷哼了一聲...
畫面中女孩哽咽的說...
我知道你很恨我為什麼躲你...
你一定想說我騙你...
但你知道我為什麼要去找貝殼嗎？
因為...我沒辦法用自己的力量去跟你到永遠...
這個帶子是我拜託小琳拍的...算是我給你的遺書吧......
男孩錯愕
因為......我得了胃癌...醫生說...活不到半年了所以我才躲你的...
你知道嗎...
我本來不想跟你說的
但我怕小琳去跟你說时你會罵小琳...所以.........
我想或許你收到時我的生命可能剩不到幾天吧......
我是來跟你說.....
我愛你...的...
女孩嘆息說...
現在的我真的需要貝殼吧....
男孩眼前蒙上一塵薄霧...
忽然畫面模糊了...
只聽到...女孩柔柔的聲音說 ...
宇...我愛你...再見了...
男孩的淚流了出來...
男孩慢慢的把帶子退出來...
對著皮包裡那個合照說...
我也愛你...
幾天後...
女孩的朋友到男孩的家去接男孩...
女孩的朋友问...
你真的找到了那個貝殼喔?
男孩答...
恩......什麼時候會讓朋友進去祭拜？
女孩的朋友說...等等吧...
他們進入女孩的祭堂...
男孩對女孩說...
你真壞ㄚ...比我先走了...
害我還去找了貝殼...我已經把另一片丟入海了...
這是你的...
男孩把貝殼丟進火裡說...
你也把它丟入海吧...
那我們一定能在下輩子永遠在一起的...
男孩吻著女孩留給他的項鍊說......
這個給我了...就當我送你貝殼的代價...
還有ㄚ,你手上的戒指不能丟喔...
那是我跟你結婚的證據喔...
就這樣了...祭師在罵我了...
不過我還是得說這句话...不管忌不忌諱...因為我都娶你了ㄚ...
那句話就是...
我愛你...
還有...我不會忘記貝殼的傳說的...

爱的感觉

2008-08-14T17:17:00.000-07:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，不论做什么事情，只要能一起，就是好的，但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，於是问题一个接著一个发生，你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，有人说爱情就像在捡石头，总想捡到一个适合自己的，但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？ *她适合你，那你又适合她吗? 其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，但是记住人是有弹性的，很多事情是可以改变的，只要你有心、有勇气，与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？很多人以为是因为感情淡了，所以人才会变得懒惰。错！其实是人先被惰性征服，所以感情才会变淡的。
*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！
*听到了吗？明白了吗？难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。如果每个人都懒得讲话、懒得倾听、懒得制造惊喜、懒得温柔体贴，那么夫妻或是情人之间，又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？所以请记住：有活力的爱情，是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！
*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了
*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。
你体会到了吗？*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！
爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！懂了吗？当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。那并不代表你会选择他。 *我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。
*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！他或许已经等你很久喽！
*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。
*所以请记住，喝酒不要超过六分醉，吃饭不要超过七分饱，爱一个人不要超过八分
*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！
*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；要道歉，也要道谢；要认错，也要改错；要体贴，也要体谅；是接受，而不是忍受；是宽容，而不是纵容；是支持，而不是支配；是慰问，而不是质问；是倾诉，而不是控诉；是难忘，而不是遗忘；是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；可以浪漫，但不要浪费；可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。
这封信打动了我，因为它说：'收到了这封信，是因为有人在默默的祝福你，因为你也爱你身边的一些人'。带着爱的，一切将如愿以偿。

bao

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